Things that make me sad..
Things that been keeping me down..
The laugh, the joy, the smile..
It's the only way to masked everything.. I've tried to not think about it.. But I can't.. The feeling I've been trying to buried deep down inside.. Only God knows.
I hide everything.. I keep everything to myself..
The only peace I've ever felt.. When I got my sis's n bro's with me..
When I'm with them, I pray.. For God to keep them safe.. To protect them always.. To love them.. Put them under his grace.. Keep them away from any harm and danger..
And if any of us we're about to go first, to meet our maker Allah SWT, God please take me first.. Because I couldn't bear any loss anymore..
And if I am no more here with you guys.. Please forgive me.. Forgive me for my stupid jokes.. Stupid mistake.. My wrongdoing.. My bad thought.. My harsh words.. Take care of each other..
I know.. It's not easy to forgive.. It's not easy to forget..
But we are human.. Mistakes are inevitable..
Some of u might cry.. Some might still hating me for mistakes that I've done..
Some might missing me when you were sitting alone..
You won't be able to hear my laugh and my voice.. No more voice note.. No more annoying moment on WeChat.. There will be no more irritate, tease, make you guys laugh and say sorry stupidly.
Tears might flow.. So, enjoy my silly stupid company as much as before I close my eyes.. Pray for me.. And please take care of family that I left behind..
For friends, I am truly sorry for harsh words..for the fight that we had.. And knowing you guys are blessings..
For family.. Remember, I love you.. Please take care of each other.. We don't have anyone else.. We are all we got.. Don't fight.. It's not easy to please anyone I know that..
To be continued..
Hugs n kisses
xoxo
